Ctrl-Alt-Del

a tattered rag

a broken cord

shattered glass

shredded pieces of paper

nail pierced wood

some things just don't have the Ctrl-Z function.

past regrets, past mistakes.

if i could, i would use Time Machine

Go back in time and redo them

but life is more a Windows than a Mac.

yet there are good files that can't be Deleted.

Can't be thrown into Trash or Recycling Bin.

Hope that the broken can be mended,

Faith in power from on high,

and Love - that never fails.

Without these files, no OS can run.

And without Love, nothing really matters.

Thankfully, in love there's great power,

power to heal

power to build,

power to bond,

power to say 'sorry'

as powerless as sorry seem,

sorry can be an end to a sad chapter,

and a beginning of a new brighter one.

And so, I'll take my chances.

No longer dwelling in the grey tales of Rewind

Select sorry and press Play.

And after sorry ends, i'll let go and select Shuffle

let iTunes throw all it wants at me.

With great hope and great faith,

that God can and will work.

in His time.

tattered rags can be sewn together.

broken cords rebonded

shattered glass - melted and reformed

Paper remade

Though the edges will remain

scars and wounds stay,

there's still hope for a better future.

God can do all things

and I can do all things

through Christ who strenghtens me.

i just need to believe! :)

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this wasn't meant to be a geeky or emo post. And this is not a poem. i'm fine, really. just really needed to apologize to a certain somebody. and sorry can be a hard word to say. :) but glad i tried. leaving things to the Almighty now. :) Choosing Ctrl-Alt-Del over Alt-F4 now. please restart! :)