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i suddenly really feel like going home.

and i'm doing anything but studying for OSCEs.everything includes searching for the best way down to london to find that bell and bunny. and playing chain rxn on facebook. and daydreaming. nightdreaming. whatever.

and it's almost 3 in the morning.

i really really feel as if it's my first day back in kuching, jet lagged, everyone else sleeping, but i'm excited and happy coz i'm home. i'm all ready for that kuching morning breakfast, waking up to my mother's smile, and hugs from both my parents. I'm all ready to listen to them ramble about the new garden, and the little vegetable plot my dad has set up at the back of my house. I'm all ready to hear their little stories about everything under the kuching sky. i'm all ready to meet my friends, over a cup of teh c peng 3 layer special. i'm so ready. i'm so ready to feel that gush of humidity, and to sweat as if i'm bathing in sweat. I'm so ready to head over to a stinking hot hawker stall and eat a bowl of piping hot sarawak laksa till i work my lacrimal ducts as if they were kidneys. i'm so ready to drive on the malaysian roads with those horrible drivers that don't know how to signal and those fearless motorcyclists who rides as if they are cats and have 9 lives. I'm so ready to melt in that hot weather, like a bowl of sunny hill ice cream. i'm so ready to go back and spend a day in that stinky, old, unmaintained star cineplex. And i'm even more ready to makan till i'm centrally obese and play around with my fats doing that succussion splash test. I'm so ready to walk through rows of satay smoke. or kolo mee steamer thinggy steam. sigh.

but i'm not in kuching. and i won't be there, till God willing, 2nd of july!

home. my beautifully imperfect kuching.

soon, my dear. soon. we shall meet again. in a dream or in reality. we shall meet. God willing. :)