what on earth am i doing?

i'm coming to my senses now.
got to start planning my holiday before my brain rots and my butt roots.
as usual, i really don't think i'm made for minimal contact, zero work during holidays.
i'm actually getting used to this quarantining even when it has passed that i think my brain has barely been thinking the past week.
and i'm actually getting very lazy.
i'm getting bored to the point that everything is just okay lah. i'm neither sad nor happy at things. and sometimes i rather lock myself in my room doing nothing.

that can't be it!
i really come to my senses now.
what on earth am i doing?!